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Welcome to My Life
Friday, July 29, 2005
I like this particular song a lot.The lyrics seem to relate a story behind the problems of our ordinary lives. There is bound to be a time when one feels exactly the same way as depicted in the words of the song. In the meantime, if you haven't heard of this song, try to listen to it once. It's a great song.

"Welcome to My Life" -- by Simple Plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
And no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me...
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me...
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work
It was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
4:47 pm

Weekend... Weekend... My dear Weekend
Thursday, July 28, 2005
I felt so uptight nowadays that even my maths test is screwed up. During the test, I just gave up on the questions as I simply wasn't in the mood to complete. Looks like I'm getting an O or F for the test. Sigh... I just need an outlet to vent my frustration and anger. The blog seems to be an easy way out, and that's how the last post became a personal attack. But I'm feeling better now. You know why? WEEKEND is APPROACHING! Yes! Can sleep for at least 10 hours soon. Just the thoughts of Saturday and Sunday brighten up my day. ^^
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
6:40 pm

The Apprentice
Sunday, July 24, 2005
I had just caught the 3rd season of "The Apprentice", where the Street Smarts are up against the Book Smarts. In my opinion, the Book Smarts aren't as efficient and effective in delivering the results than that of the Street Smarts. Also, I must comment the Street Smarts should really improve on their usage of language. There are numerous times of "BEEP" during the show, simply because the "f" word was so popular within the Net Worth Corporation. I guess each corporation has its own ups and downs. However, I was quite disappointed with both the Net Worth Corporation and Magna Corporation. They seem to have many disputes, that only further depict their incapabilities. Till now, I cannot decide who's my favourite as none seem to be ready for the title "The Apprentice". Hopefully, it will get better for the future tasks.
Oh, another great show is up tomorrow: "America's top model"
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
11:58 pm

Silent killer...
Thursday, July 21, 2005
Today, I stayed back in school to do work. Of course, not much work was done in actual fact. I ended up having a heart-to-heart talk with Xue Xin. We talked a lot and shared views that I seldom hear her speak of. I always thought that Xue Xin has very high tolerance. However, even an adult with great patience may run out of it in time to come, much less for an 18 year old. The only view that I can give is that "Ultimately, your 'A' Levels should be your top priority. As for other matters, it should be the last of your worries." That is the exact same thing I remind myself repeatedly.
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
7:43 pm

Happy Birthday Mr Nathan!!!
Monday, July 18, 2005
Yesterday was Nr Nathan's birthday. Nobody realised that until he suddenly announced in class today , " Okay, you guys better wish me happy birthday."
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR NATHAN!!!"
Haha, never knew that Mr Nathan is so frank!! Anyway, we'll be going over to his home to have lunch right after the event during College Day. I think I better get a gift for him before Saturday. It will be weird if we turn up empty-handed. Now, my task is study for the upcoming Chemistry test and to ponder over what kind of present to get for Mr Nathan. Somehow, all I can think of is an expensive watch or wallet. Or maybe a shirt that fits him nicely, because I can't help but notice that his shirt is too big for a small-sized person like him. Hmmm...

I finally bought HARRY POTTER and THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE at an exclusive price of $35! Woohoo, $10 cheaper than the selling price! I will comment more on the book after I read it. Hopefully, I will be able to do so by the end of the week.

Here comes the headache. This is the 3rd time in a row that my tagboard isn't working and I had to remove it, I wonder if there is something wrong with the message board or my computer just sucks! I even had to use my brother's laptop at times because the pc just refused to log into Windows! I'm really praying that my brother will have more free time next week so that he can just purchase another one! I NEED A NEW PC!
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
8:36 pm

Lack of sleep
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
I remember Mr Jae Chia, the civics tutor for my-1st-3-month class, mentioned before, that in JC if you do not sleep at 1 or 2am almost every weekday, something is wrong. After 1 and 1/2 year in JC, I finally know what's wrong. I'm turning into a 'panda', that is what's wrong.
And when I thought that the weekends are my favourite stay-home-to-sleep days, Mr Nathan make it compulsory for all of us to attend next week's College Day. Arghh... It will mean that a Friday which can be wonderful holiday has now been officially turned into a day where I'm obliged to be in school for the sole purpose of clapping. Believe me, that doesn't feel like TGIF at all. TIRED >___<
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
5:41 pm

Post-Exam Fear
Sunday, July 10, 2005
I have learnt one thing over this past week: Post-exam period is just as dramatic as the near-exam period. When the teachers went through the papers, I could feel chills going down my spine as I foresee more and more errors along the way. Of course, the most depressing moment came last Thursday when Mrs Lim just gave us such a disappointing and unbelieveable expression. I couldn't even look at her in the face when she asked," What went wrong? How come only 1 passed Chemistry in the whole class?" For once, I actually felt apologetic towards a teacher, who has really put in much efforts for her students, but the students themselves do not put in that same amount of effort. I'm just at a loss of words during the Chemistry revision. Didn't know what to say. Didn't know how to face Mrs Lim. All I'm aware of is that my head points down whenever she questions. That is such an awful feeling...
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
4:07 am

Return of papers...
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
Today marks the first school day of term 3. It also marks the start of a chain reaction of disappointment and regret, as more papers are being returned to us. I got back a few of my papers and already, I felt several pangs of sorrow.
Right now, all I say to myself is:
If I feel depressed I will sing.
If I feel sad I will laugh.
If I feel ill I will double my labour.
If I feel fear I will plunge ahead.
If I feel inferior I will wear new garments.
If I feel uncertain I will raise my voice.
If I feel poverty I will think of wealth to come.
If I feel incompetent I will think of past success.
If I feel insignificant I will remember my goals.
Today I will be the master of my emotions.
-Og Mandino, "The Greatest Salesman in the World"
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
4:42 pm

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