L.A.M.B!

Imagination gone wild
Wednesday, August 31, 2005

How I wish that I can be like this right now... Sigh, where's my fairy godmother when I need one?

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

11:52 pm

Pining for...
Monday, August 22, 2005

Countless times it have been,
Staring in the mirror during sleepless nights,
Shedding tears of sorrow and guilt,
That never seems to dwindle.

Looking back in time,
That is when I realised,
I don't think I ever told you,
How much I appreciate the things you do.

You have been there when I cried,
And always known when I've lied.
You taught me how to read and write,
And punished me when I committed a terrible mistake.

Reminiscences of the mourning,
Are never rejoicing.
The funeral is sad -- very painful indeed.
Putting makeup on a person,
That is breathing no more.
How heart-rending is that?
She is no longer alive.
No amount of blusher will adjust that.

People come offering their condolences,
Crying their very hearts out,
Thinking that maybe it will ease the pain a little.
They are wrong, so very wrong.
No words will ease the pain

I dislike when people attempt to comprehend,
They can't understand for they are perpetually blessed.
I guess they don't recognise that,
Words will not heal,
Hugs will not help,
Tears will not bring her back,
And the grief will not stop.

I used to think that tears will wash away the sorrow.
How very adolescent I must have been,
For time will never wash away our dear memories.
It will only fortify the importance of her company.

In times of distress,
I could do nothing without you.
I can't get up although I try,
Please don't be upset if I cry.
Life is hardly complete with your loss.

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

9:28 pm

Dwindling broadcasts
Saturday, August 20, 2005

"Project Superstar" has now become a very popular topic among many of us. This week, we grieve for the exit of an excellent performer -- Jun Yang. I thought he was really good and had no doubt in my mind that he will be in the finals together with Kelly. Shock hit me hard when Weilian was announced to emerge victorious. I guess such things are totally unpredictable. When Jun Yang sang "Jie Kou" a 2nd time round, I was on the verge of tears. Somehow, I can feel his sorrow for not making it into the final lap. Nevertheless, I will continue to support him and hopefully, we can get to see his album hit the stores one day.

"Gundam Seed Destiny" is coming to an end shortly. Today marks the telecast of Episode 44 and the series will end in about 2 months' time (50 episodes in total). I'm already starting to worry that without GSD, I will have nothing to look forward for Saturday night. I will definitely miss the times that I spent on the net, surfing forums for GSD episode summaries, gifs, wallpapers, avatars and screenshots.

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

4:20 pm

Happy Birthday to Me and Singapore!!!
Monday, August 08, 2005

National Day celebrations went on smoothly in school today . Some of the items put up weren't exactly incredible, but we sure had a good laugh. It had been quite some time since the atmosphere in the school was so relaxed. I felt so laid-back at that time. However, all good things come to an end fast, as there was a chemistry lecture right after the celebrations. That sure dampens some of our spirits.
I'm currently on cloud nine since my birthday happened to be yesterday and I'm officially 18!!! Like what Azhar had said, I can finally watch M18 shows and take driving tests! Yeah!!!
Once again, I will like to express my deepest and most sincere thanks to all those who had either given me presents or wish me happy birthday(or both). Thanks for taking time to look for suitable gifts. Thanks for sending me SMS, giving me a call or even mailing me a card. I really appreciate it! I absolutely like the eye-catching skirt, the shiny black belt, the delicious chocolate cupcakes (Cherie, your baking skills are commendable!) , the lovely decorative cup, the cute-looking teddy bear (my friends bought it as a reminder for me to sleep early), the adorable and furry blue piggy stand (which I'm still figuring out the items to be placed inside). The rest of the presents, which I didn't mentioned, are just as wonderful! It's just that I ran out of adjectives to use.
You guys rock my life!

~ FRIENDS ~
As we walk our path of life,
We meet people everyday.
Most are simply met by chance.
But, some are sent our way.
These become special friends
Whose bond we can't explain;
The ones who understand us
And share our joy and pain.
Their love contains no boundaries.
So, even we are apart.
Their presence enhances us
With a warmth felt in the heart.
This love becomes a passageway,
When even the miles disappear.
And so, these friends, God sends our way,
Remain forever near.

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

3:04 pm