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Ignore this while you can
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Depressed. Diminished. Defeated.

This is worse than failing a mid-term test. Useless is probably a description that I would want to relate to myself now.

I feel that I am on the verge of giving up. I no longer look forward to simply hoping. It is naive and almost unrealistic. Nobody wants to be realistic, because reality hurts. People recognize the problem but choose to ignore it till the time comes when ignorance is no longer possible. It is not going to hurt less, probably more, being fully aware that there is no turning back.

I’m ranting, so don’t take it to heart. Just an unhappy person babbling away.

Back to being depressed, diminished and defeated.
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
10:29 pm

The displeasure of graduation...
Monday, October 13, 2008
I hate doing up my resume... Feels empty... I hate it even more when I have to touch up on mine by reading others who have resumes that are very well-written.

Feels worse... As if it will make any difference... Everybody has different personal experiences and strengths.

Can I be a student forever?
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
6:27 pm

Me!

Cindy (Short: Cinz)
*Leo*

loves!

*Loves manga and anime*
*Fan of Desperate Housewives, CSI and Grey's Anatomy *
*Enthusiast of documentaries of animals and plants*

taggit!




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ErGe
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Zitian
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